I never thought I'd find it
I've looked for so many years
My search, unending, so painful
I felt so alone with my tears

From hell to heartbreak and back again
I've given up so many times
Then start my quest over, anew
But never found that something sublime

Unrested, unnerved, unfulfilled was my life
I reached out to find everyone else had withdrawn
I never held hope that fate was reality
And if so, I am merely a pawn

So helpless was I, having no control
My pride would not let me admit defeat
But it seemed I never could win at this game
My confidence learned to quickly deplete

I began to accept I was forever doomed
To spend my days with myself alone
The ticks of clocks were my subjects
And emptiness was my throne

And just when I stopped searching
Unexpected, it seemed to appear
Why did I never see it?
All along it has always been here

Right under my nose all this time
How could I have been so blind?
I've found what I needed in you, my friend
You are my ultimate find!